Its a "GOD" game.

Finally got into the gaming mood again, and spent my off days finishing God of War. Yea, it’s been real long since I went on a gaming marathon and I can’t believe I put such a good game on hold for so long. Let’s see, how long did I take to finish the game. I started somewhere about this time. So, estimated total time I took to finish God of War: 2 months and 3 weeks~! Thats a new record. Marvin said he took 2 days to finish it.

Anyway, great game~! Won’t bother to bore you with my sucky reviews but from this game, I realized something. I really suck at platform games. Maybe its due to my slight phobia of heights that I really feel my balls shrink when it comes to platform jumping. I died countless, and I really mean COUNTLESS times falling off from platforms to my death down below. No problem when it comes to slice and dice, just the platforms. Turned the almighty Kratos into a pussy with height phobia.


Kratos the pussy


Pussy falling to his death.


You’re a pussy!

Anyway, this is such a wonderful event to be remembered. God of War. My first PS2 game to be finished on my PS2.

Imsonia freak~!

I just cant sleep nowadays. I may lie in bed for hours but somehow, the mind just wont synchronize with my tired body. The worst feeling of all. It had been days now and I get about 4 hours of sleep per day. Would then spend the day with a splitting head and nauseus feeling. What the hell is happening to me???

Anyone out there have any remedies for imsonia? Was considering loading up a Desert Eagle with tranquilizer and shooting myself in the ass already.

Bad Karma

I realized that I'd always have bad luck when I help people. What comes around goes around? Something's just ain't right here.

Had been chaffeuring my friend's car for 2 days now while he enjoys himself under the nice sun, the sea and the wind at some northern islands. Last night, decided to take my bike back to main office so that it'd be more convinient for him when he comes back all nicely tanned and relaxed.

Reached my bike and there it was. My red hot machine. Only difference, was that my bike was wrapped up in chains, and a summon ticket sticked to my speedometer. I had been parking there without any problem for half a year. Sigh.

Reminds me of the time when Lobak just broke off a clamp instead of paying the summon.

Vacancy

A friend asked me to ask around if anyone out there needs a job or anything, so heck.


"Database administrator with slight knowledge of PHP and networking."

.....

Damn. Thats the only info passed to me. Anyway, anyone whos interested, just let me know and I'll hook you up with the gal.

Yea, the gal's dad owns the company.

Almost sounded like a pimp.

Airport Dash

Met up with a friend to chaffeur his car off at the airport early this morning. Lucky bastard. Going on a 5 day vacation to Pulau Perhentian while I stay in office thinking of life sucks. Thanks to a last minute stomach ache, I was purging my guts out when he called. It was rush hour and he couldnt wait long at the departure. Seems like the police were doing a good job at shooing whoever who stops there.


Finished my business and started to dash towards departure gate 1. Damn it. A huge buffoon running through the airport. Remembered a credit card advertisement (HSBC Credit card if not mistaken) where the guy was running through the airport to catch his flight. Thought it looked kinda cool doing it. But I felt fucking stupid. And my timing had always been perfect. It was the peak hour and the whole airport was flooded with people.


I felt fucking stupid.


Wonder why was I running in the first place.


Sigh.

Simple Chemistry

Bob got balls.


He screwed one of our uplines through email earlier this morning.


Our project manager screws back and says that he's in deep shit.


Brainless.


But got balls.


Brainless + Balls = Deep Shit


Bad combination.

Life goes on

Thanks to the power cut at my apartment, I had minimum hours of sleep for 3 days. Dreaming that I was burning in hell, I always wake up drowning in my own pool of sweat. The bloody place was a furnace. I spent 20 hours a day outside just that I dont have to go back to hell.

On the fourth night, deciding enough was enough, I decided to ride back to hostel hoping to get a good night sleep. Damansara to Sepang. Fucking far. Was riding along the dark lonely road with rain tricking down my pants, the feeling was very nice. My eyes got heavy, everywhere was dark. It was just so comfortable.

I fell asleep.

On my bike.

Drifted off the road and woke up on time to balance myself.

The shock kept me awake for a few minutes when I started to get comfortable again. Vision started to blur and this time I was attracted to a source of light. So bright, so warm. It was a fucking truck! Managed to swerve back on my side of the road again.

Reached home, had a quick shower and slept for 16 hours.

Woke up.

It was good waking up in my own bed and not hell.

Gundam Household

Was surfing around when I came across this picture.

Manga Freak

Thanks to my ever 'busy' job and Anime Source, I had been on a manga reading marathon for a pretty long time. I can't really recall the time I started, but ever since I started, I haven't stopped. But problem with me, I'd finish any manga I start reading to the end, be it good or bad. Freak.

Currently stuck at this pretty long manga called Hajime No Ippo, a boxing manga. The story is about this guy, Ippo, who always gets bullied till one day when a boxer, Takamura comes in to his rescue. This resulted as a turning point of Ippo's life where he decided to give a try at boxing and eventually become a champion boxer. The storyline gets kinda repetitive after a while where its all about match ups, training, learning new abilities or moves, more match ups and more trainings. But what I really enjoy about this manga would be small jokes they add in which really cracks me up. And another thing that attracts me would be the actual boxing techniques involved. I realized this fact while I was playing a Tekken 5 boxing character. An addictive manga which doesn't fail to make you click for more pages.



Another manga that I will surely recommend would be Gantz. A sci-fi manga where the story would be about a mysterious room that will 'save' people who die, provide them special armor suits and weapons, and let them battle out aliens or monsters as if it was a game. Lots of blood, gruesome scenes, and a dash of sex scenes to make it a complete package. Highly addictive. Start reading at own risk.






One step closer to being an otaku/fanatic.

Carnivore

4 days. Thats the max ammount of days I lasted without meat. Thanks to my weird shift hours and newly introduced diet, I managed to stay away from meat for those couple of days. It was living hell. I seriously wonder how people can turn vegetarian and still live on. Man, the things some people miss out in life.

I devoured half a chicken today.

Special Diet

I was looking at a reflection of myself the other day and I thought that the shirt looked kinda tight fitting. Shit, how can an XXL shirt look tight fitting.

My dad had always been telling me about his friend who shedded fats and weight just by sticking to a special dinner diet. So, I called my dad up and asked for the recipe - oats, wheat germ and skim milk. Got the stuff at Tesco and was eager to have it for dinner. Mixed up the stuff and the first thing that came to mind was, I was eating hamster food. Really unappetizing but if its just one special menu per day, I guess I can compromise a bit.

Well, i bet its just a matter of time before I'm back to gorging bak-kut-teh or fish head curry.

Shrinking balls

Still remember the time when I made the office my home. Never once have i failed to sleep comfortably during the wee hours of the morning. Could sleep anytime, walk out to pee and felt good about it.

After two months of working day, I'm finally back to my shift. Tried sleeping in the office the other day, and I just couldnt. I tried sleeping on the chair, I felt someone or something standing behind me. I tried sleeping on the floor, I felt something standing over me looking at me. Shit man. Ended up draining kopi-o the whole night to keep myself awake. Thought that it was just me not used to sleeping in the office and just needed some adeptation.

Was chatting with another colleague regarding it and he too experienced the same thing. This colleague of mine had been working for over a year and had much more shift experience than me and he never had problem sleeping, even in total darkness. This time he said that he had problem sleeping as well. It was as if there was something lurking about the office.

Shit. Im getting the chills writing this entry at 4 am in the morning. Need something to distract myself from thinking this kinda shit. Manga manga.

Its time to find a new job

Time really flies. I remember my interview as if it was just yesterday. And now, 6 months passed just like that.

I guess time flies as one can consider work here blissful. Great colleagues, little workload, not bad pay for a freshie, and free lodging. Was awed with the aviation environment here for a while before I finally got bored of planes and huge propellers laying on the ground. Got some hands on experience working on Dell PCs, learnt how to deal a bit with assholes, and even got some contacts for cargo smuggling. Besides that, I spent most of my time here idling around, reading manga, surfing, chatting, blogging, and fishing after working hours. Wonder how many companies out there provide such priveleges.

I guess I wont be renewing my contract here. A man gotta do what a man gotta do - that is to seek a better future. My colleague has been here for 3 years but never received an increment even once. So much for company appreciation. No corporate ladder here to be climb, and too much idling is bad for the brain. However, all the negative things that I mentioned about the company are just secondary.

The primary and main reason for me not wanting to renew the contract would be...







The new security pass. Its just too gay.

Human life

I was slurping my chicken soup hungrily when suddenly I heard a crunching sound from behind me. A Wira had just crashed into an Iswara. Everybody stood up, stretching their neck to see what just happened. Most went out.

The human life is a boring thing. People depend on such events to keep themselves entertained. It was just a crash. Both bonnets were badly wrinkled and one of the car's alarm went off adding to the ruckus. Fortunately no one got hurt. Back to the crowd, it seemed that they were really entertained by the accident. Some were commenting on how lousy or stupid the driver was, some were busy jotting down the car plates thinking that somebody's else misfortune would be their fortune, but overall, the people there were entertained.

Finished my chicken rice and moved on.

The human life is a boring thing.

Deja-vu

Wonder if the weed i had been smoking taking effect, or am i suffering from serious hallucination. But nowadays, whatever event that cross my life, its as if I have experienced it before. The place I was at, new faces whom I've just met, the feeling that i felt, everything that resolves around me, I have felt it before. It's kinda creepy at times yet amusing to me. Wonder what is this feeling that I'm feeling.