My dad just found out that he has a tumour in his bladder. The doc said that there is a 90% chance that it would be cancerous. Arranged to have a surgery this coming Thursday in Malacca. It feels funny when such things happen to your own family. You tend to wonder what did you do to deserve such a thing. Well, this is just the fucking human behaviour and mindset. You hear that your neighbour strikes a lottery and you wonder why wasnt it you. You dont go wondering why it didnt happen to you when your neighbour has cancer.
But then, I tend to take it openly. Luckily so did my dad. Still managed to joke about it. "It is already there. What can you do? Being sad wont make the fucking tumour go away!" That is, after all, the simple truth. People just have problem facing and accepting the truth.
Anyway, lets just hope for the best. Again...the word hope. Maybe I should start chosing a god.
Christian and Muslim God: Nah. Not here. You arent welcome. Read your two cents on religion thing.
Me: Arent you all ever forgiving?
Christian and Muslim God: It depends.
Me: All right! I ve been a bitch! Please?
Christian and Muslim God: Fuck off!
Me: Fine. I ll go find some other god. Maybe Jon.
2 comments:
haha dun worry. im taking it okay. accepted it in an instant. shit happens and whatever happens cannot be undone. no point thinking why it happened coz its already happened.
haha okay...im beating around the bush...
Life is too uncertain, and shouldn't be wasted watching out on every tiny little bit of details. Just live it as it is, and accept every single bit of uncertainty.
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